心情记事

its come to the end of august of 2013
usually i'm not at home at this moment
its either im working or outing
but today
i'm here because the disappearance of u

u come to my life at the beginning of 2013
i'm not surprise about ur appearance though
but i was flummox that u influenced my life so much
i dunno since when u stole my heart away
but i bet there must be long time ago
i just dun realize that
until its come to the end
i finally figure it out that i like u so much

to prevent any regret happen for the rest of my life
i decided to let u know
seriously I've predicted the rate there was 60% i will get the answer i want from u
until its came to the real
there's always back fire happen on me!
when i got ur reply i dy know
the answer seems neutral though
but if u really fancy me u wont said this out
i dunno wth is going wrong w u
maybe u're too gentlemen
maybe i get the equal treatment as ur other female friends
but for me
that's over friendzone

do not challenge my memorizing skill
u did request me twice to kiss u
that's what friend will do?
or u just treat me as ur toy or trial?
i'm not kinda gal that will simply go out w guy alone
its either he's my close friend or i fancy him
at first i tot i just simply treat u as close friend but at the end i noe its not only that
we almost went out every weekend
if u dun like me just reject it
yth wanna out w me?! or u feel free and too boring ?
my appearance happen just to fulfill ur loneliness?
and u got the money to pay?!
what do u think i am? a party gal who get paid to socialize w u to ensure u wont get boring?! wtf
.......

i'm here to tell u except the timing consider as a reason
others were just excuses
wtf is 'u r so good'
if i'm good y dun u like me then?!
SHIT U next time pls use this suck excuse to reject ppl THIS IS STUPID
dun like means dun like need not excuses
dun even said 'u're not my type'
when u grown up that time u will finally realize that everything won't come ordering as what u plan!
u're not my type too n i fall for u that's an good example for u SUS SCORFA
if no feeling please tell directly
what means need to come out and talk about this matter?!
what to talk?! u're just wasting ppl time to get the answer from u
and to reject a girl directly face to face that's so hurt!!
she put down all her dignity and restraint to tell u that
if u're so called gentleman would u help her to keep some for herself?
at least will let her know the answer instantly won't let her wait u for so long!

seriously i really can't read through ur mind!
i dunno wth is that
treat me so good until i fall for u n u run away
u got the time and money to waste but i dun have
if u're not serious pls dun treat me so good
keep ur freaking so called gentleman to other gals
i will misunderstand!
dun worry
i'm not the kinda gal will keep stalking u or wat....